Last Night

I went to sleep with a huge smile on my face for the first time in ages. "She" (she knows who she is) always has that effect on me, I don't really know why, all we do is talk but it always makes me so happy. Thank you sweets I needed it =).
It's been a hard two weeks, my Grandad has to have a kidney out some time in the next month or so which has been getting me down a bit. My Mum scared the crap out of me when she told me about it though, she made the mistake and told me that he was having a lung removed and when I asked if they were replacing it she said no. I got so angry that they expected a man that can hardly breathe with two lungs to breathe with one! When she realised what she had said and corrected herself I was relieved all I could do was laugh, I lay on the floor, out of breath and laughed for so long. To think I had been ready to fly to England and beat the crap out of the doctor. So luckily it's not as major as I thought it was going to be but I'm still a bit worried about it, he hasn't had the best experiences in hospital. The worst one was when he had to go into the ICU for something (I forget what) and ended up getting another disease/virus/something that caused him to be paralyzed for ages, luckily it was one of those things that cures itself given time but he had so much trouble with not being able to talk and had to relearn how to walk. It was a really rare thing, only like 1 in 100000 people get it or something and the damn hospital had 4 of them!
Anyway, in the end, madame has cheered me up and I'm grateful.